Excerpt from a recent message to some friends:
Mercury Retrograde lasts until Nov 17th, y'all.
If communications are wonky - "they" and by "they" I mean the "stars and planets interpreting people" say that this is not the best time to make decisions or to expect clear communication.
I'm not fighting it this time. I have barely been driving. In San Francisco now, and I've left the driving to my sister. Most of my emails and phone calls - are short and succinct.
To me, this is the time for vipassana - a time to Stop and See - to pour energy and focus onto reflecting upon the way things really are. And what we focus on, grows.
Here is my challenge - to focus on the Abundance - of my own understanding, learning, compassion, connection, love. Focus on the abundant and surprising way the Universe blesses me when I don't cloud myself or block the acceptance of blessing with thoughts of bitterness, jealousy, resentment or lack.
From this point of clarity and gratitude, I also feel my own prescience growing. In this way, in my meditations and incantations I can hold and visualize in my mind my most optimal trajectories - and I will hold these thoughtforms, meditating upon them daily.
Obstinately and confidently and completely believing the best thing, the thing that you need to happen, will happen. From the point of belief - acting in accordance with that belief is crucial.
To me, HOPE implies doubt and passivity. We live in a world where we CAN move freely, make choices, set achievable goals. I am eliminating "HOPE" from my daily vocabulary. I don't want it's weakness poisoning my thoughts. "HOPE" is my old victim language. "HOPE" says to glimpse briefly that which I wish for, but puts me in a mindset where I might not do everything within my control to create or pursue my desired outcome. Hooray for making a conscious choice to pursue, create and attract the most favorable conditions for the life I want for myself.
Reject the mind-traps that bring focus to treachery, lack, fears of failure, etc. Seek symbiotic relationships with others that support your best evolution. Teach the young to kick ass. RAWWWWRRRR!
Sometimes, when I do these personal reflections, the energy builds up in the quiet and I have to let it out in a roar. Then I feel voracious and want to eat the world.
Of course, I think that's also my body telling me its time to eat breakfast.
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