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February 17, 2006

Self Mastery: Enjoying the Plateau

Having recently experienced several life transitions, growth spurts, big changes and goal achievements, I find myself already chomping at the bit for the next level, the next big vision to be big and bright before me.

I found and married my life partner. I processed and put away years of grief for lost loved ones. I've created a whole new career, in response to a disability. I've overcome several unmentionable and significant personal challenges and trials. I've confronted and transformed several core limiting fears and beliefs. A film I helped to write is being produced and filmed; I have a new office for my hypnotherapy practice; I'm teaching more students for voice; I'm integrating everything I do, all my skills and experience; I'm happily married to a beautiful mate; I have a great group of friends; I have a loving and wonderfully supportive family; I have a restored faith in the divine; I have a handful of key collaborators for both personal and especially professional symbiotic relationships; I'm doing well with my GTD.

Wow, I think. A new comfort zone. How long will this last? Will the other shoe drop? Why does faith oscillate - one day so self-assured, another day, discouraged and doubtful?

Something within becomes restless and uneasy at the thought of things going so well for so long. Something within wants to push and keep pushing before momentum is lost.
Something within tells me I'm not doing enough, even when I'm hitting my goals, and I'm on the right path.

Enjoy. Dig deeper. There are levels within levels of perception and acuity. I must continue to sharpen the skills and the mastery with repetition, to further hone my unconscious competence. I must focus on what I have, at least for awhile. Enjoy the plateau, the downtime, the comfort zone, the new default space, the mastery of that which one year ago, was still a tiny seedling of growing awareness.

I must remember the beginner's mind. I must focus on what is in my hands, and notice that each gem is multi-faceted. I must stay clear in intention and consciousness, envision the goal and its rewards, and advance with confidence.

My anxiety dreams are back. I analysed them, and they tell me: No fear. No excuses. Life is not a dress rehearsal.

I embrace this plateau. I haven't felt this safe in years.

Posted at 01:11 AM in balance, inspiration, lifetransitions, motivation, productivity, r/evolution, selfcreation, transforming fear |

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heathervescent

Step out of the dojo darling. The world is the playground to use the skills acquired. Out in the world, intend the unknown fabulousness to manifest to your benefit. To everyone's benefit.

Posted by: heathervescent | February 17, 2006 at 12:27 PM

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